auf wiedersehen, good night
I hate to go and leave this pretty sight
So long, farewell, auf wiedersehen, adieu
adieu, adieu, to you and you and you!
i’ve followed some of the same, but otherwise
i’ve moved on.
so with that, goodbye tumblings.
This moment right at this very time, I’m thinking about starting a new tumblr.
It just feels like the right time to start over. My one year anniversary of this blog is approaching, and I feel absolutely no connection to it as I once have. I’m just not feeling THIS particular blog of mine, and I think I stretched out my resources on changing it.
I could never say that the 1,000+ posts made here aren’t a reflection of me. However, it’s a reflection of a person that just needs change in her life. I need to start over.
I’m going to miss my followers, and my current dash.. but hey, maybe I’ll just follow some of the same people again? sigh who knows. lol
Little by little, I think I’m just trying to convince myself..
Just when I’m ready to add my computer back into my daily life, just as the emails really start to pile up, just as I find such good music which I feel as though I cannot live without..
my dear computer decides not to work, until it got a system restore.
my big little heart is broken into tiny pieces. Losing everything, from favorite blogs, secret shops with the best discounts on shoes, pictures, MUSIC…
GAH!.. this is what death must feel like.
Although, it feels good to start anew, but seriously.. isn’t there some kind of way to get my stuff back?
AND, i’m deadly afraid to charge my ipod, since I don’t want it to sync with the computer.. resulting in the mass destruction of over 5,000 songs.
HELP.
now.
please?
Termite Parade, Joshua Mohr
One of the best books I’ve read describing the unveiled animal within a person. The author examines the sadistic minds, and lives of three sadistic nobodies, as they attempt to liberate themselves for their parts in a twisted story, all the while the characters just speak for themselves.
Truly. I’ve come to realize this random tidbit only this weekend… I not only promised, I swore up & down, that we would chill.
Instead, I ignored phone calls, texts, and emails, just so I could have hours of mindless sex with my boyfriend.
Sorry.
Although, I feel super bad about it, I don’t regret a thing..
Meet up on Thursday?
