September 2010
4 posts
So long, farewell
auf wiedersehen, good night
I hate to go and leave this pretty sight
So long, farewell, auf wiedersehen, adieu
adieu, adieu, to you and you and you!
i’ve followed some of the same, but otherwise
i’ve moved on.
so with that, goodbye tumblings.
This moment right at this very time, I’m thinking about starting a new tumblr.
It just feels like the right time to start over. My one year anniversary of this blog is approaching, and I feel absolutely no connection to it as I once have. I’m just not feeling THIS particular blog of mine, and I think I stretched out my resources on changing it.
I could never say that the 1,000+...
gah.
Just when I’m ready to add my computer back into my daily life, just as the emails really start to pile up, just as I find such good music which I feel as though I cannot live without..
my dear computer decides not to work, until it got a system restore.
my big little heart is broken into tiny pieces. Losing everything, from favorite blogs, secret shops with the best discounts on shoes,...
August 2010
7 posts
I'm a horrible friend.
Truly. I’ve come to realize this random tidbit only this weekend… I not only promised, I swore up & down, that we would chill.
Instead, I ignored phone calls, texts, and emails, just so I could have hours of mindless sex with my boyfriend.
Sorry.
Although, I feel super bad about it, I don’t regret a thing..
Meet up on Thursday?
i miss this..
feels like I haven’t been on in forever, and I really think I haven’t. But tumblr, what can I do? This summer was one of the best ones yet, and I couldn’t have enjoyed myself more. Fall is peeking his colorful head out more and more each day, and I sincerely can’t wait. Summer was for building myself up, Fall is to make it sturdy. I’m ready for the scarves, warm...
July 2010
65 posts
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haven’t been on the computer much lately. I’ve been running around, enjoying the summer while it lasts. You know how New York is.. winter starts as soon as labor day is over.
I feel as though I’m missing out on great things. Just been going through my dash, and I’m really starting to miss tumblr. However, it’s great to have some kind of life outside the four walls...
them crooked vultures - interlude with ludes
this weekend was, and will always be memorable.
i’m too tired to explain, but i’m still giddy from the past couple of days.
One of those things you think about, and laugh out loud.. just ‘cause.
lol, g’night tumblr.
bittersweet
going through documents on my old hard-drive, I found this. Funny how whenever my mind runs across this dude, I find something to pull me back to reality. Can’t say that I don’t miss him though.
Dear Keith,
This will be my final goodbye. I don’t have enough words to explain this bittersweet ending to the chapters that were us. Sometimes, lately, my thoughts, my dreams, have run...
life is good.
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how my life has been going. Really, there’s nothing to complain about, that cannot be changed, and everything worth having, I have.
Work has been a breeze, tiring, but easy peasy.
My love, has honestly been great. He’s everything that I could ask for, and plenty much more. I don’t know what it is, but I’ve never felt this happy...
up at 4am
watching the Little Einsteins, when I have to work at 9.
What the hell is wrong with me?
surprises.
I usually, more than likely, will hate it.
However, he outdid himself.
Not going into specifics, but my love is a big part of my present & future, and he constantly shows me why.
GOOD TIMES !
...
another sleepless night. doesn’t help that I don’t have my usual lullaby playing.
on a downloading spree, i found some oldddd hits from Cream! super excited to blast it whenever I get in the car.
Cleaned up, and whatever. blah blah blah.
I should at least attempt to sleep, since I have to work a 10 hour shift tomorrow.
and I know I’ll definitely get yelled at for not...
Was just showing the mommy a youtube vid, and the tumblr tab accidentally opened..
I never received the eye in such a way before.
It was all questioning, and just radiated the ‘wtf is my daughter into?’ look.
Quite funny trying to explain the random pictures of naked people, and a headless person on my dash.
‘It’s like… educational!’
morning love, eggo waffles, and nat geo.
good way to start my day. now if I could only go back to sleep -_-
brotherly love? HA!
Me: Hi Koresssssss
Korri: What's up? How come I didn't see you this weekend?
Me: Tryna get my room done, so I can get it painted. What, you miss me?
Korri: Uhm, let me think.... No.
Me: WELL! I DON'T MISS YOU EITHER. BLAH!
it's raining, do I really have to go to work?
BLAH !
Watchthis is hip hop..
wtf is the world coming to? However, it has made my night.
fight or flight syndrome.
Currently, trying really hard not to take the flight option. I’m just tired of things going on around me, and knowing myself, I’m liable to just say fuck it.
There’s only so much, I’m willing to put up with, and there’s only so much of me that can feel things are wrong, before I realize, that things are indeed wrong.
So, what is it that can’t be understood?
...
my teeth hurt.
i like to think its because of my wisdom teeth coming out, however it’s not.
i’m in fact receiving such a gnarly headache, it’s making my bottom jaw hurt. wtf.
this on top of all the other shit i’m currently feeling.
what a fucked kind of day.
whatever.
3 hours of sleep.. awesome. -_-