January 2010
157 posts
In just a short time, the new year approaches,
and I refuse to sit here, type about my new years’ resolutions, and how 2009 could have went way better than it did. I plainly refuse. I realized in this year I wasted a lot of time doing somethings, when I should have been doing others. It went by in such a way, that I don’t even seem to remember it all. ‘09 was filled with a lot of unnecessary drama, chaos, heartache, and so...
December 2009
150 posts
You know what?..
Last night I went to sleep feeling like complete and utter shit about myself. I woke up with the same feelings, got so sensitive over the ‘situation’, got to work, aired out what I was feeling, and then thought back on it like ‘seriously?’. Why the fuck should I feel sorry for myself, when I don’t see myself doing anything wrong?
Somethings just make themselves a...
it's only tuesday.
You’ve got to be kidding me. This week needs to pass by fast, cause I’m over it already.
revenge is the sweetest joy.. next to gettin'...
fact.
I have a love/hate relationship with lame-ass people.
on one hand they make me laugh, and on the other they make me upset with the lameness.
Like, wtf.
It’s amazing how the littlest things remind you of the most important people. Being in the pharmacy today just kept bringin back memories of how i used to go to work with my dad, and help him push pills. Life of a pharmacist.
It’s also pretty crazy that even though I’m not super duper close with my dad, i mean like how i am with my mom or brother, he’s still a just as...
fact.
i hate when the characters in movies give themselves pep talks.
i.e.: “pull yourself out of it ben!” cue slap to the face “you have to make things work!” long stare in the mirror.
weird pet peeve I know.
ahh, i feel so much better.
got that one call that calms my nerves in the best way. Tumbling instead of getting dressed for work. Today is dad’s birthday, woo! He’s getting old, but doesn’t really look his age for some reason, whatever works. I’ll have to remember to call him when he gets off from work. Also leaving on the 30th for a month, maybe more. Won’t see my dad for a little while in the...
worried.
I just realized that I have only one more issue of nylon magazine before the subscription ends. Now I’m thinking to myself that I’m totally over them, and I need to move on to more interesting things. Nylon was great, but I loved it when the mag could put me onto new topics, instead of what I feel like they’re doing now, which is revisiting old shit.
Anyway.
So I will be steady...
I’m suppose to be cleaning up my room so my nephews could sleep over, and such. But I’m laying back watching ‘He’s just not that into you’. Interesting movie, I must say.
I didn't even wrap my mom's present yet...
pretty-handsome-awkward:
ivytheinfinite:
pretty-handsome-awkward:
ivytheinfinite:
pretty-handsome-awkward:
Fuck it, it’s in a box, that’s good enough.
lazy much? ;\
lazy? I’m trying to save the Earth!!
i guess, but it’s still for your mom! at least make the box look somewhat pretty, maybe?
Trust me, if I wrap it, it will look worst. I think I’m going to put a giant bow on it…
...
I didn't even wrap my mom's present yet...
pretty-handsome-awkward:
ivytheinfinite:
pretty-handsome-awkward:
Fuck it, it’s in a box, that’s good enough.
lazy much? ;\
lazy? I’m trying to save the Earth!!
i guess, but it’s still for your mom! at least make the box look somewhat pretty, maybe?
I didn't even wrap my mom's present yet...
pretty-handsome-awkward:
Fuck it, it’s in a box, that’s good enough.
lazy much? ;\
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, etc..
hope everyone has a wonderful day & night, however it’s spent. Be safe.
i’m watching full house, and i find it sad how I still remember the original title sequence song. Amazing.
he who is the key, can unlock my many doors.
i forgot how incredibly boring and tiring this...
Only thing probably keeping me sane is the fact that I get to see my most important people’s faces light up when they see what I got ‘em.
Yeah, I’m patting myself on the back right now. I’m effing awesome.
so after much procrastinating last night about wrapping christmas gifts, I just ended up going to sleep. Nowwww I’m just stuck doing it tonight. Blah, it must get done!
Eventually.
i really should get started on wrapping the christmas presents, before the love calls to start another movie night. But being bundled under the covers, with warm chocolate chip cookies, tumbling, just seems so much more appeasing. Maybe in another hour or so? Ehh, I don’t know.
Until then, I’m going to stifle myself with absurdly pretty photos.
kind of late but,
nyc finally seen snow!
I was soooo ecstatic when I seen the flurries, and how it was actually sticking to the ground..
but then I got over it just as quickly.. dude, a foot of snow? seriously?
whatever, at least I might actually get a white christmas !
i love when things just fall into place.
Just when I start to get aggravated, and hyper, I remember t take a deep breath, and just center myself. after all is said and done, the motions kick in, and I know exactly what I’m going to do.
No need to be frizzled, i got this!
tonight is movie night with the babes.. yay !