Just when I’m ready to add my computer back into my daily life, just as the emails really start to pile up, just as I find such good music which I feel as though I cannot live without..

my dear computer decides not to work, until it got a system restore.

my big little heart is broken into tiny pieces. Losing everything, from favorite blogs, secret shops with the best discounts on shoes, pictures, MUSIC…

GAH!.. this is what death must feel like.

Although, it feels good to start anew, but seriously.. isn’t there some kind of way to get my stuff back?

AND, i’m deadly afraid to charge my ipod, since I don’t want it to sync with the computer.. resulting in the mass destruction of over 5,000 songs.

HELP. 

now.

please?